Hey y'all! Sorry I haven't updated lately....been kinda busy. This is my last log on this thing. Find me at myspace...Life is good. We'll leave it at that. laterz

-charlie

In these hours which seem the most bleak

I hope that things will turn out well.

I worry so much I can't even think

And feel like I'm in hell.

There's a weight in my chest that drags behind

And the load I bear is sometimes too much

If it's answers that you hope to find

Or if it's solitude you need

I hope my words can ease your mind

Or at least my heart you can heed.

This crack in me that runs quite deep

Has burried itself within my soul

So in these hours that seem most bleek

I feel the most alone.

Jared Lee Jennings 2006

Endeavor

As you stand before those Pearly Gates
You wonder if the good will outweigh the bad
All the things you've done with your mates
And those who you've made sad
You never thought you'd pay
For the dirty deeds you do
There's nothing you can say
To fix this Endeavor that you've come to
Contemplate your fate
My dearest friend
You've come too late
Now accept your end
Your GOD is now the judge
Whoever you find be solitude in
And if those gates should budge
Paradise you'll find within
But I pitty those who plummet
To the depths of HELL below
Turmoil from above summit
Pain is all they know
So with this I send the next one
In the ground you go.

Jared Lee Jennings

Copyright ©2005 Jared Lee Jennings

"Hope"

Sometimes you wonder
What's going on in my head
And sometimes you wonder
Why I wish I was dead
But if I told you
What would you think
If I filled you in
On all the missing links
My life has been hell
There's been too much s*it
With family and friends
In society I no longer fit
Crime and drugs were once my best friends
But I never knew they would mean my end
So to this I send others in my disposition
Keep you head up
And hope for what you've been missin
One day it will come
And the s*it you'll be through
Today's you past and tomorrow's a new

Jared Lee Jennings

Copyright ©2005 Jared Lee Jennings

Goodday everyone.  I'm so glad to only have 33 days left in this hell hole.  A school isn't all that bad but I'm ready to come home, I have a lot waiting for me.  I hope that everything will go as planned for the future.  Thank you honey for the camera, I eagerly await its arrival and a special thank you for this weekend.    I love you with all my heart and can't wait to finally hold you in my arms.  I really don't know much to say, I mean, I talked to you all weekend.  I just wanted to come on and say hello to everyone, I haven't been on here in a while.  See y'all in November.

J